August 2009
Plans cancelled already. Chillen at home.
July 2009
I feel like I don't deserve you
Every fight is because of me. I feel like I hurt you every time and it’s not fair to you. I can’t forgive myself right now because it’s happened too many times. I know you’re tired of it, like you said “I’m tired of your bullshit”. You don’t even know what to say to me anymore. That’s why I’m feeling like this… I don’t...
I HOPE YOU KNOW I'M MAD AT MYSELF. I FUCKED UP....
I don't know what I'm feeling.
To be honest, I really don’t. Like what the fuck is going on with me right now?! Something just hit me big time…I was asked if I’m okay and it took me a while to answer because I was thinking “Am I okay?” but then I stupidly said “Yes” when I’m really not okay..or, well…I feel like I am okay but then a part of me is feelin’ like I’m...
Today, I laughed so much
Even though we just chilled in Jordy’s bedroom we laughed so much! We talked about how we met and our first kiss and all that and how far we’ve gotten :) 5 months, almost 6! He kept tickling me and I was dying of laughter hahaha and we just talked for a long time before I had to drop him off to work. Then I drove him to the mall and we went to starbucks and got his Mocha Frap and then...
Alcohol
I never let it bother me because I don’t drink at all, but everyone around me does. I’m not here to say “Don’t drink!” but all I’m saying is that it’s stupid to get drunk. I can’t really judge it because I’ve never gotten drunk before, I don’t even attend parties or anything like that, but this is coming from the outside looking in?...
NOTHING PERSONAL
I THINK I'M OBSESSED WITH STUDDED THINGS.
